A new routine..or a routine rather

I have a strange motivation to get some control back into my world. I understand well that many things are outside of my control, but the spiraling of the past 6 years is starting to slow. It kind if feels like I'm waiting for the right minute to jump from a swing.

I felt the momentum shift around Avery's birthday. I actually followed through with ordering butterflies for us to release. We loved it! No more waiting around for things to fall into place.

Tomorrow is my first day back to work after a wonderful summer. Today, I actually created a time schedule for my mornings & evenings. Cal & I are following a schedule for the first time. I still have some loose ends for tomorrow, but that's fine. Hopefully the morning will go as well as the evening.

I'm looking forward to seeing all of my work buddies tomorrow. I'm going to be missing Cal, but we have summer hours yet to experience. Friday we're heading back to the beach. I'm bringing my camera this time & it will be a great blog for sure.

I have so much more energy lately since I've started to blog. It's worth a lot to me to hold myself accountable for all of the goals & dreams I have. Many are still quite short-term as a result of losing Avery & Nolan, but it can be easy to lose track of things throughout the hours & days.

Happy back to school, everyone. Let the fun begin! This year - work at work & home at home. That's a lofty goal. I'm going to do my best though. First step-stick to my schedule.

Early dog walk in the a.m. Once I see how it goes (and what I forget), maybe I'll share my schedule?